Brown & Obama's G20 draft agenda will put the Central Banks under IMF Control=One World Government=Centralisation of Power. Why are all the sheep asleep?

This is the pre-Atkins/Invisible records demo for "Swallowing You". When I first heard Atkins version, I was nearly in tears. He had brought up the middle 8 bit where I said:

"I watched the sun come up over the tower blocks and cried for what could have been. Is it real or is it just an illusion?".

Originally, I had meant that section to be an incoherent mumbly bit. It was supposed to have that murmuring quality of prayer or what you might hear in a church congregation. When I recorded it, I wasn't even aware of what I was saying! It was meant to be mixed low in the track. So when I heard the Atkins mix it was my first time hearing what I actually said. I was mortified! I begged Atkins to lower that section. But he said he liked it. I fully expected to be crucified by every critic and music lover on the planet and punished eternally in hell for the cheeziness of those 2 lines. Whenever people came up to me and told me they liked the song, I would say "Thank you", but when they turned their back, I secretly suspected they were lying! But then,we artiiiiiiiiistes do tend to be a little overly dramatic don't we?

Steve Crittal plays bass on this track and is one of the unsung heroes of the music scene. Steve has for years been a stalwart defender of quality and integrity in music. For Steve, life and art are inseparable. Many have attempted to urge Steve to drop his idealism and become more the commercial man. But Steve will only work on stuff he likes and with people he likes. You can hear this in Steve's playing. The warmth and strength in his bassline really makes the track. For this I salute Steve and think sometimes he doesn't get the credit he deserves.

In fact, I sometimes feel guilty because the singer gets the lions share of credit. Great music experiences are made possible with the contributions of many:

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This track was recorded as a one day live studio session around 1991-2. During this session we recorded around 6 tracks. Each track only took 1 or 2 takes. Half of the lyrics weren't written, so had to be more or less improvised on the spot. The songs were only very loosely arranged. The song features:

ex-Lunachicks drummer Becky Wreck on drums
Sophie Stievet played bass
Noriko on guitar
Meg Lee Chin (me) on vox
Julian Standen was the engineer/producer

Sophie and I paid for Becky's plane ticket to come out to London to play with us on a big UK TV show, I think it was called "The Tube", but I don't remember. At any rate, it got canceled at the last minute so never really happened anyway.

Anyhow, Sophie was working in a greasy cafe for cab drivers and I was working as a barmaid in a pub. In England this means you get less than minimum wage and NO tips! So the plane tickets were a big deal for us.

My dear old friend from San Francisco had just left the Lunachicks and I jumped at the opportunity to have her play with us. (Becky Wreck and Martin Atkins are my two favorite drummers that I have ever had the pleasure to play with. I am grateful for having ever played with either of them!). Our guitarist Stephanie Pitsas had just ditched us and on top of that, we got dumped from our production deal with Beethoven Street Studios. This was all after the big high of having come back from the former Soviet Union. So we were pretty low down in the deep dumpity dumps...

Becky arrived at Heathrow Airport with the normal level of chaos, unpredictability and frantic exhuberance she brings to everything. When we got on the tube, she announced in her loud American voice , her pleasure at having got through customs with her drugs...

Sophie and I braced ourselves for a long ride....

Here's a single from the upcoming album.

Venus is a bag lady. She wears a soiled and stained sheet. She is the Goddess of Love reduced to a beggar.

This song is about the kindness and the nurturing feminine quality which I saw in my mother, her friends and my teachers, but seems almost taboo today. Today, little girls call other little girls "sissy" as if "sister" is an insult. Power is equated with being hard.

Don't get me wrong. I hate the stereotyping of all people. I've had more than my fair share of being stereotyped. But the danger is in becoming reactive. To quote Daniel Tammet:

"there is a danger that in hating something so much you begin to resemble the thing itself that you are supposed to be fighting".

Venus is my call to move forward toward equality, but not to lose your essence in the process. What point is it for underdogs to seize power if all they're going to do is be exactly like their oppressors?

"This crown of thorns is really a crown of jewels"

Nutopia was written around 1997/8 when I had a room at Fortress Studios. Fortress was pretty much the hippest place in London at the time. All the Pop Stars and Celebrities like Primal Scream, Kate Moss and Oasis hung out there. I had the smallest studio in the building. Mine was the size of a large closet and I was the underdog.

I suspect I have a script buried in my subconscious which draws me toward this state. Because I continually find myself in it. It certainly doesn't happen consciously. No doubt it's probably based on some wierd guilt from childhood or beyond...

Anyway... I digress. I was the underdog this time because the most popular and powerful person in the building hated Americans. This was indeed an irony. As a kid I was hated for NOT begin American! Well, the bully of the building barred me from the cafe which was the central hub of activity. I began to feel left out and alienated. So I did what I always do when feeling cut off. I communicate through art or music.

Being outside of society has its distinct advantages. It lends a certain objectivity and insight which is hard to achieve when caught up in the game. Sitting in my room, feeling resentful and alone, I could detect a shallowness in the sounds of everyone enjoying themselves outside my door. I began to see visions of what this would lead to and where society was going. I felt like an underdog and could thus tap into the feelings of other more serious underdogs in the world. Nutopia was my premontion of 911 and the times which are still unfolding.

"This crown of thorns is really a crown of jewels".  read more »

This song was co-written with Redjen Jenny Bellestar and Tribal Clash

This song is dedicated to my 3 sisters Mary, Louise, Michelle and my Mum who together contradict the assertion of all the feminsists at San Francisco State University who tried to tell me that men ruled the world.

Here's the mix by LA DJ Jed the Fish of KROC

Single from the upcoming album.

Nothing deep or meaningful about this song. Just me pissed off and disappointed by yet another failed relationship. (Yawn...)

The creator of the universe is determined to keep me writing songs by continually dropping me into more situations to be pissed off about. It just goes to show there is a God, but not the mamby pamby, all loving one you read about in the old books. This one's got a sense of humour...

Single from the upcoming album.

This song is about the kinky S&M relationships between our great world leaders.